2.26.2005

I do all my own stunts

That's what this shirt I have on says.
From Target. Pretty nifty shirt, and really inexpensive too.

Well, after woodburning and taking my Aunt to the airport, we did a lot of errands, and then I got ready to go to a friend's/old coworker's Housewarming. It was pretty cool. They have a really beautiful home. Some of the other coworker friends were there, as well as folks I had no idea who they were...other than they supported another group.

I also met a beautiful dog... I say puppy, but was just too big to be a puppy. There was also this cute girl over there...Hmm. yeah. oh well.

Anyway, we tried karaoke, but it just wasn't really interesting as far as more people wanting to sing,... and although Anastacia was sounding wonderfully, me being tipsy prolly killed a few eardrums. We ended up watching Young Frankenstein, a few motorcycle clips, and then called it a night.

Woodburning

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My Aunt from Chicago was down here this week visiting us, my other Aunt in Houston, and Grandma. I guess it was while she was visiting here that she saw one of the old woodburning things that i'd done, like...4 years ago, maybe?

Well, Mom had talked to her about it, I guess, and then Mom asked if I could do something for my Aunt, maybe like a Last Supper or something for their dining room back at their place.
But, she told me this on Thursday night. So... Friday, after work, i went to walmart (looking at the NASCAR items), and picked up a wood block in the arts section. Got home, and sketched a picture of the last supper based on Leonardo da Vinci's. Usually, what you do is take an original, and trace over it over carbon paper onto the wood so you have a pattern. Thing is, this time, i figured, let me go free-hand.

So... now I have this 12" x like...10" or so wooden slab thingie, and sketched out a Last Supper on friday night.
It was late, so I figured it'd prolly be best if I just burned the wood in tomorrow. The catch is, I had to be done by noon cuz we had to take my Aunt back to the airport.

Finally woke up at 9-10ish, and got started. I'm a little rusty, and time was limited, but after finishing (before heading to the airport), I took a scan of the wood burned image. I opted for a certain amount of detail, leaving off faces. I guess it turned out ok.

2.22.2005

The Dialectizer

You've seen the shizzolator....

now enter...

The dialectizer.

funny as hell, i even tried entering my web addy to it, and selected redneck.

laughed my ass off.

http://www.rinkworks.com/dialect/

Rap vs Country (non-serious entry)

A lot of people criticize rap and hip hop.
A lot do not care for rap and hip hop.
Not one bit.

But Country tends to talk about...
some guy preferring rodeo to his woman,
always losin' somethin or another like his woman, his dog, his house, hell...even his truck.
Life seems like it sucks and shit always happens to ya.
After awhile, if i didn't own that person's cd or have someone tell me, i wouldn't know who the hell was singin a certain song. Hell, i wouldn't even know what the song title was, or what year that song was from. One song even associates a state as a source of misery, saying that all his ex's live in Texas. It starts to sound the same after a long ass while.

Rap? you don't lose, but seem to gain.
Money. Cars. Women.
Sure, ya occasionally have to dodge some bullets from gangsta rappers,
but it's always some kind of party, drinkin' and havin' a good ol' time.
They will tell you who it is...repeatedly, what year it is, usually what the song title is,
and additional pertinent information.

For example,
California Love.
It tells you WHO: Dre puttin it down for Californ-i-a
It tells you WHAT: California Love
It tells you WHERE: West Coast
It tells you WHEN: Now it's '95 and they clock me and watch me
and it gives a listing of other cities within california, and say their version of hello.

Another Example of usefulness....
A country song will limit itself to southern cities, such as Memphis and Houston, and Amarillo... sometimes giving mention of Cheyenne, Wyoming. Nice and dandy... but rap goes the extra step...

Area Codes gives you a nice listing variety of area codes, and which cities are represented within those aera code divisions. How thoughtful.

Long ago, I used to wonder if there would ever be a country/rap & hip-hop crossover, brought forth by a potential marriage/collaboration between Busta Rhymes and Leanne Rimes.

Nelly ruined it.

today was pretty....quiet

oddly enough, although some things actually got accomplished at work today...

it was a quiet day.
typical day.
ate lunch at 5pm.
saw my old friend Katie.
it'd been a good while.
said hey to Willy-shoo after work.
and then went home.

quiet day.

Keifer Sutherland's Show

There's this television series...
It's on the FOX network, I believe...
and it stars Keifer Sutherland.

There's this online chat place...
I've been on it since I was a freshman in college...
I've had friends from there for as long a time.

There's been a recent addition in my life...
I've learned to appreciate NASCAR...
and all three collided last night.

So someone goes into one of the rooms,
and then he says"24 is in the hizzouse".
Of course, this was the same time that the show, "24" came on.
But, after just watching the race on TV, the first thing that crossed my mind was:

"Fuck Jeff Gordon!"

and then it hit me.
The guy is prolly on of the last you'd catch watching a race.
Ever.
And he was prolly watching the tv show.
And never in his mind ever thought a thing about #24, Jeff Gordon.

sad, but funny as hell.

2.20.2005

Chance

23 years ago, we were in the same 1st grade class.
Pretty much were in the same class until I went to publics chool in the 6th grade,
and she continued on with private school.

Last time I saw her, it was at the mall at a chance passing, and we've both grown older, but she still had a spark in her eyes. And no... Bum, as flirty as he is, is not going sappy. No. But she does have this cute smile. You know, the type that shows in someone's eyes.

Anyway, our parents remember each other's parents, even though they never really remember each others' names. They just know, hey, you're so and so's parents, and then they go into reminisce mode. Such was the case. By chance, they ran into each other, and asked how each other's kids were doing. 'he' was working at JSC, 'she' was working on the island, still single, etc.

Ok, so I'd been mulling it over, and thought, i'll call. So I called. And they connected me over to her, and she still sounds cute. We chatted for a bit and then asked if we could hang out sometime, and she was good with the idea.

Not going to make a deal over it, but if there's a chance,...

2.19.2005

10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 Weekend

Well, the work week's finally done, and for the first time in a while, i'm more than frickin' happy for the weekend... and frickin' happy for a long weekend. But hey, shit got done. And again, as crappy and argumentative as I can get at work, it's all good when you step out that door. The art of saying, Just Fuck It.

Used to be difficult,...but eh, you get more used to it as you go along.

So. This weekend.
Woke up early and drove down south to help judge some projects for the county science and engineering fair. I saw a few of my old college professors, some of which I knew while in High School since they're my old friends' parents too. Saw a few old classmates, and then went on to the judging part.

Some of the projects were really well thought out, and you know the "kids" put out an effort. A few, it was pretty much done by someone else and they just memorized what to say. Basically, Tom had asked before judging, "Ya gonna be easy on 'em, Bum? I'm gonna grill 'em". My response? "For the last 4 or so years, I come to judge and make sure these folks leave either knowing how to do it better, and or walk out with a place if they've earned it...or enough that they won't be bitter". That covered this one project. Today, there was only three of us judging our categories, and in one category, there was only one person. Assured of 1st place, you'd think. Well, the other two were considering honorable mention. My take? Don't give that person Honorable Mention or Third cuz it's harsh. Shoot, they didn't really want to place the person. So I said, ok, don't give them First. But give them Second to make them think, well, solo in a category, but not First...something's off. Or, they TOO will adopt "Just Fuck It". Either way, lessened bitterness. One area, we were stuck in deciding who would be First and who would be Second. We actually revisited the two, but not trying to make it look obvious, and decided there.

Daytona 500 Weekend. eBay. Man, these two added together can be a scary combination. Anyway, I picked up a few items... my "non-winning" streak is over. In fact, after the science fair, did a few errands, and visited grandma. Checked up on her computer, and other stuff. In the process, checked eBay and one of the things I was watching was near close. Granted, at home, I'm on a cable modem. Grandma's got dial-up on hers. I've mentioned converting to Cable, but she's got no issues with her connection speed. Hmm. Feb 18, as eBay reminded me via email, is my eBay anniversary date. Yep, Feb. 18, 2000, I joined the eBay Collective.

Anyway, for 80% of my eBaying, a majority was spent using the T1 connection at school, or the 56k connection at home. With that in mind, I've no idea how the hell I got to win some of the auctions...
Being spoiled with fast connections.... Long story short, I actually won the item. Though someone tried to snipe me.

While at Grandma's house, I called my classmate and we chatted for a lil bit, and hopefully we'll get to hang out soon. (details? in a few)

My Aunt from Chicago's down to visit for the week, so that's pretty cool. And finally, another part of the landscaping saga is complete as we have new trees in the backyard, so it's coming along just fine.

There ya go. In a nutshell from a nutcase.

2.18.2005

An Open Letter to my Parents

note. this blog may normally be to describe how my day is,or what new fucked up thing i saw on the web. right now, i need to vent. it's late and i don't have anywhere to vent but here. - 2/18/06


My dear parents,
you raised me up and have given influence to how i live my life today. can't say you did a bad job because for the most part, i am ok. no psychosis or whatever else.

if i come home and not hungry, it's because i am tired and not hungry.
it is because i come home at 9pm on school nights, and so i will eat when i am hungry or ready, not because i don't want to join at the table.

if i am fat, i know it. you do not have to tell me every time you see me i am fat. i already don't eat out much with the rest of the coworkers. i don't eat breakfast. i have decreased how many times i eat at buffets. i drink more water than coke than before. i don't have seconds at dinner when i do eat dinner. pls stop telling me i am getting fat. "well then, who else will tell you?" me. i tell myself when i look in the mirror. when i step on the scale in the morning.

i know i have to exercise, and i am getting there. leave me alone.

if i come home quiet, it is because i have nothing too nice to say. not because i don't want to talk, but what else will i bring home other than my frustrations at work. i am no longer the project engineer at Lockheed when I first started. i have become cynical. i have become pessimistic. i try to avoid the problems but they hunt me down. i cannot even fucking pee when someone says "Got a minute?" what am i to do? ignore that? that means i am not doing my job. but it also means i have to fucking do their job by telling them WHAT to do. I've already told them they need to think, but their workaround for that is that they think to ask me. i am only 29 years old. this is my first real job out of college. i don't have a fucking professional engineer's license. and when i have one asking me how to do engineering, it gets frustrating. do you think it only happens once in a while? try once every 5 mins. "i bet the other supervisors don' have that problem, you just take it more personal".

it's cause they have compentent people, Mom. or they have no people at all. but they at last have people who know what the fuck is going on. me, i have two people i can leave alone, one who tells me everything, and one who complains about how their job is. the process etc, and what we get paid to do, it is complained about. i just want to say shut the fuck up, i;m tired of this bullshit about you calling everything bullshit, and if you hate the process so much, get the fuck out and don't let the door hit your ass on the way out,..but no. i can't quite say that. i stay late at work to make up hours, but i also have the hopes the others go home early so i can do my own work. i am the fucking comic relief at work, Mom. even my manager said so cuz our morale is low. why deny it? nurses don't get laid off. engineers do. i have nowhere else to go. you tell me i take it too personally? because if i don't, i have not done my job, and the failure of those engineers is a failure to me and i do NOT want to fail. i joke around about "get r done" but the fact is, if i am not optimistic, i will be brought down lower to being pessimistic. i refuse that.

you tell me i have no patience due to lack of sleep? i have a lot on my mind. work. school. lack of a life. when i say back off, please. back off. back. the. fuck. off. i can do very well with 5 hours of sleep. i do not need 8. i feel more tired with 8. leave me alone. it's not that i am impatient. it's the fact that you imply there is a problem when there isn't one, and make a fuss wheni keep saying there isn't, making me come across as defensive. it's like when Brian called me disgruntled. i wasn't until he called me so.

you ask why i am still single and why i am so picky? i am not. i keep getting compliments from some friends, and i dare not say lip-service because it lessens their importance as friends, but face it. i am inept. my friends ask how can someone who can be social be so fucked up? not exactly mentioned that way, but come on. you all, with the help of the relatives, practically forbade me to go out in HS. you will say no, but for me to go against the 'recommendation' for lack of a better word, makes me seem disobedient and the fucking family system would trace that down to the uncles and aunts saying i'm bad. i didn't learn how to meet people, so i improvised. wait til you have a diploma, you said. check. ok, wait til you have a degree. check. wait til you have a job. check. wait til... wait til what? there's nothing fucking left! i'm not getting younger and i have not been in any kind of relationship. maybe i make a big deal out of it, yeah, i'm damn sure my friends are sick and tired of it. but they have experienced it, and i have not, really. people i've liked had always been far away, interested in my friends, interested in others, were not available (married people scare me), or were gay and didn't like guys. and i am short. what i don't have in height or being someone else, i try to make up for however i can, but even that might not be good enough. how would i know?

do i pray? maybe not as much as you do, but faith is personal. if i don't wake up and start the day off with a prayer, that will be between me and God. Just because i don't fucking say Praise Jesus before each meal...and i know y'all don't either, but just because i don't either does not mean i don't pray. i pray every day. all prayer is, is talking with God. i have a rosary in my truck. it's not just there for decoration or for it to swing left and right, to and fro whenever i go over a speed bump. i pray in my own way.

do i say this shit with my friends or coworkers?
no. because they don't make snide comments about my appearance, or whatever else... and if they do, they damn well know i'll either be defensive or offensive if it's the first thing mentioned. i don't go to people and say "what's your problem?" out of the blue. wtf way is that to say "what's new?" i don't have to give a reason if i don't want to go on a vacation. i can see new fucking scenery at the mall. i have no interest in las vegas. i just want y'all to shut up about it that i said, ok, whatever, send me an email. not because i was interested and wanted it on email... i was busy at work, and you call almost daily asking about it. i don't need or want vacation, least of all there. and if i change my mind, it's my right. if i cared about money, i'd rather spend more going to disney fucking world or new orleans than to las vegas. but, i can't due to class schedule and the place is dead to me. that and i may have gotten a little increase at work, maybe i wanted to save it. i already don't buy as many dvds as i used to.

i go out and drink a lot? Fuck that shit. i have 1-2 beers and i am happy. i can drink more, feel shitty about it later, but choose not to. just because i go out does not mean i drink a shitload. i go because the people i go out with have things in common with me. we share the same frustrations, the same issues, and even though it's the same old shit, they fully understand what i mean when i have had a day full of EPO. they don't reverse it and say "you're just not seeing it from their side" or "maybe a little more patience". i am tired of it all.
i am mentally and psychologically tired. and that takes it toll physically. i am tired. i don't want to or have to deal with shit when i have asked to drop things.

"well, who will remind you?"

me. me. me. if i choose not to listen to me, how the fuck do you expect me to listen to you? to anyone else? why don't i take control of my life, you ask? i am. one step at a fucking time. it takes a lot to stop smoking and stay that way. i'm taking it one step at a time and have stopped, even when i wanted to last week and this week. i behaved. i'm behaving. it takes a lot to portion control. i'm getting there. i am listening to me. if i want advice, i ask for it. otherwise, stop your nagging.

you are my parents. i may not say or show 'thanks' in the way you wish, but i do try. i know and have accepted that while i'm normal compared to others, i am still fucked up. now please, as i love you all, leave me alone. and when you say if i keep this up, i'll die by 35, when i respond let me just die tonight and get it over with, that does not mean i am putting blame on you for how i feel and think. it just means leave. me. alone.

i see myself in the mirror. in the dark room staring at the ceiling. during the quiet drive to work and school. i know all of my fallacies. if not me, then who? i respect you all. chill out and give me mine.

2.16.2005

Cd on play

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So I finally got off my ass and decided to give an idea why there's the C&C Music Factory CD cover on here...

i was bored, wanted to have something playing, so i grabbed some mixed cd from several yrs ago. Didn't know what was on it, cuz all it said was 'mix'. so, I popped it in, and it had some good renditions of Cypress Hill, Fatboy Slim, and a couple of others. and then lo and behold... it had old school stuff...which was ok...and then ... Everybody dance now! yes. old school. Everybody dance now! yeah. uh huh. yeah. that song Everybody dance now!

I know it was years old...like way back when old. but it was in 1990. wow. 15 yrs old.
Ah well, it helped pass the time.

2.15.2005

Greatest American Hero

So today, that's what came out on DVD.
Sure, alot of other DVDs came out too, but that's the one I eventually picked up after work from Best Buy.

Usual work day. Well, no, it's been a fulfilling work day again. Sad, but I actually have more fun when we actually have stuff to do and a short amount of time to do it, than to have something long and drawn out. Maybe it's an attention-span thing. I don't know. But it was fun. Romancer is still not back. This whole delegation thing isn't really working out. What's the point when you have no one to delegate to?
And by the time you CAN delegate, you might as well do it yourself, right?

But, the things I set out this morning to do, ...got done. So tomorrow... I've got another list of things to do. Hopefully, will get to go through those as well.

I got an autographed picture from Holly Randall yesterday. That made Valentine's Day pretty cool.
She'd try sending a pic to me, it'd never arrive. But, on the third try, a picture finally arrived. way awesome. way pretty. really beautiful woman with a smile.

Tonight, got off of work around 7:30ish. Pretty much had nothing else to do but go to Best Buy, get what I wanted and call it a day. But, went on ahead and picked a few items/nascar stuff. Lots of stuff on sale too.

Not much else is exciting. I got the science fair judging packet letter in the mail today. Basically, for the last couple of years...4 i think...i'd been helping judge at the county science fair. Pretty neat cuz the science fair i went to during high school, i'm being a part of again and judging. It's funny cuz I'd walk around and check out the project topics prior to going one-on-one with the projects. When that time comes, they just look at me, and then they realize, ack, he's a judge. They have a lot of cool projects though. One wasn't really a project, but they did make a nifty homemade hovercraft.

Ok, this is where i'll call it a night.
Laters.

2.14.2005

Have a blog, lose your job? - Per CNN.com

Workers with Web logs are everywhere, and they're starting to make corporate America very nervous.
February 14, 2005: 5:29 PM EST By Krysten Crawford, CNN/Money

NEW YORK (CNN/Money) - Mark Jen landed a dream job with Google Inc. in January. He was fired less than a month later.

His infraction? He ran a Web log, where he freely gabbed about his impressions of life at the Mountain View, Calif.-based Internet search giant.

Web logs, or blogs, the online personal diaries where big names and no names expound on everything from pets to presidents, are going mainstream. While still a relatively small piece of total online activity, blogging has caught on with affluent young adults. As Forrester Research analysts recently noted, blogging will become increasingly common as these consumers age.

For companies, the growing popularity of blogs is a double-edged sword. On the one hand, corporate managers recognize the power of word-of-mouth as a sales tool. On the other hand, they're acutely aware of the dangers inherent in the rapid and widespread dissemination of company information.

"Blogs are enabling people to have a conversation with a much wider audience," said Kurt Opsahl, a staff attorney with the Electronic Frontier Foundation, a group that monitors Internet use and privacy rights. "They're saying the same things that people would routinely say around the water cooler, only now they're saying them in a forum that can be read by millions of people."

Even though employee blogging ranks behind personal Internet and e-mail use at work, Google and other companies are starting to crack down.

A former Delta Air Lines flight attendant claims she was fired in November over pictures she posted on her personal blog that she says the airline deemed "inappropriate." Friendster, an online social networking site, canned an employee last summer for her online musings about the company. And a Microsoft contractor lost his gig after posting on the Web photos of Apple computers arriving at the software giant's Redmond, Wash., headquarters.

Bloggers besieged
Employee bloggers aren't the only ones feeling the heat. In recent months Apple Computer has launched legal attacks against operators of at least three Internet sites -- not run by Apple employees -- that allegedly posted or linked to information that the Cupertino, Calif., maker of the iPod portable music player claims is proprietary.

A few of these targets are fighting back.

Ellen Simonetti, the former Delta stewardess whose "Queen of the Sky" online persona got her fired, has filed a discrimination complaint with the Equal Opportunity Employment Commission. The operators of sites targeted by Apple claim their postings, like those of a newspaper article, are protected under the First Amendment.

But employee and non-employee bloggers don't have the same legal protections.

Workers who rant or rave about bosses online -- whether it's done on the company clock or at home -- generally don't have a strong defense.

In most states, employees who don't have a contract are considered "at-will," which means they can quit at any time and for any reason. Conversely, employers have the right to fire them at any time and for any reason, except for well-known exceptions like race, age or gender.

So whether a supervisor discovers an underling ridiculing his thinning hair at the company elevator bank, at a local bar after work, or on the worker's personal blog doesn't matter. In either instance, the boss can turn around and say, " 'We don't need you. Why don't you go work for someone else?' " said Margaret Edwards, a partner with Littler Mendelson, a national law firm that represents employers.

Cliff Palefsky, a San Francisco employment lawyer, says there's a false sense that employers can't punish their workers for voicing personal opinions -- on their blogs or anywhere else. "People mistakenly believe that the First Amendment protects them in the workplace, which is generally not the case," he said.

There are a handful of exceptions. Several states, including California, specifically protect workers from retaliation for their political views. Other states have broader protections covering "off-the-job" activities, said Palefsky.

Even those safety nets have limits when it comes to bad-mouthing the boss. "If you're going to be talking about your employer, it's hard to call that 'off-the-job' conduct," said Palefsky.

Scare tactics?
The odds are much greater that the non-employee Web sites recently targeted by Apple can fend off the computer company's attack, legal experts said.

AppleInsider.com and PowerPage.com, two of the Web sites involved in the Apple case, posted or linked to information about a future software interface dubbed "Asteroid," according to Opsahl, the Electronic Frontier Foundation lawyer who is defending the sites.

Apple, in a lawsuit filed in California state court in December, claims the product leaks violated its trade secrets and wants the site operators to disclose the source's identity. But Opsahl counters that the site operators, like news reporters, are protected under the First Amendment as well as California state law.
Eugene Volokh, a UCLA law professor and expert on free speech and the Internet, said that the journalist defense is potent. "There's just no way that Apple can win," he said.

Even if Apple and other companies triumph in their campaigns against bloggers, their ability to control online diarists is inherently limited, said Neil Isenberg, an Atlanta lawyer and operator of Gigalaw.com, a technology-law site.

"The problem with a lot of these issues is, once the cat is out of the bag and the information has been disclosed, it can't be undisclosed," said Isenberg. "A lot of what these companies are trying to do is to deter other people from doing the same kind of things."

Which Operating System Am I?

You are Windows XP.  Under your bright and cheerful exterior is a strong and stable personality.  You have a tendency to do more than what is asked or even desired.
Which OS are You?


Hmm...Windows XP.

Under my bright and cheerful exterior is a strong and stable personality.
I have a tendency to do more than what is asked or even desired.

Hmm...yeah, it sorta fits. I reckon.

What Website Am I?

The first time I took it, I got:

You are hardocp.com You like to push things to the limit, the faster the better.  You're into modification.  You like shiny objects, and flashing lights.
Which Website are You?


and it's mainly cuz some of the answers were hilarious, and some just fit.

So...I am hardocp.com... I like to push things to the limit,
the faster the better. I'm into modifications, I like shiny objects,
and I'm into flashing lights. Very true.

And by now, I can't freaking remember what i answered, so it's time for the second opinion...

Huh.
It said the same thing. Well...crap. :)

2.13.2005

Friday Night Lights

Oh yeah, last friday, went and did some shopping for Princess Ker.
Darth Mother and I had done some plotting and scheming, and it finally got taken cared of on Friday.
KC knew I was gonna be around for dinner, but no one told Ker until when I was pretty much there.

It was fun. Food, drinks...and trivia.
After that, it was on to Cecil's for Kace, Colin, y tambien, yo. After hanging out there for awhile,
it was time to call it a night.

Just like what I'm fixin' to do right now. :)

Planters, Baseball, and NASCAR

No, not the peanuts.
We had the first part of our backyard landscaping done today...
We still have a few things to finish up on, but the back looks pretty different.

So, we planted some plants, shrubs, and what-not. The trees will be like... next week.

This weekend was also Astros Fanfest / College Classis weekend. Basically, right before Spring Training, the Astros have a community program where local (and not-so-local) college baseball teams play a baseball tournament. All the while, some of the old-time players and some of the current players do an autograph signing, and other stuff. I'd gone last year, which completed my search for the Three B's as far as autographed bats go. This year, at most, I'd have tried my luck to get an autograph from Roger Clemens, but it usually sells out really quick, with people camping out a lot of hours prior to being able to buy autograph tickets. So...no Fanfest for me this year. Maybe next year.

Instead, I got a few items for relatively lower prices on eBay. NASCAR related, of course. Just a few scaled cars. I watched the race last night. Pretty cool. Jimmie Johnson won the Bud Shoot-Out. Pretty cool race, and the ending had some cool alliance support. Dale Jarrett's got the pole for the Daytona 500, but Jr's at 39th. Hopefully his car will be good to make it up front.

That's the weekend. Gotta go to sleep early cuz I've got some early work to go to. Fun fun, but the Romancer sucks for it.

2.12.2005

Wish List - Current

Ok.

So. I have a wish list.
Aside from the usual single, cute, living, breathing, genuinely female with a sense of humor and some smarts... i have a current wish list.

- Memorabilia
- Clothing
- Technical

Yes. My current wish list.

2.10.2005

just thinkin' out loud

went to church after work tonight with Megs.
it was fun, and we went to Starbucks afterwards.

I found out that they're gonna start serving peppermint fraps year round now.
good thing i'm not TOO addicted to them or else i'd be in trouble.

chatted with KC too.

work was ok today.

bought some NASCAR budweiser cars from Mike.
and he threw in a #8 oversized bottle too. Way awesome.

that's about it. :)

NO-05 - Kosher Kitchen

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It's creole.
It's kosher.
It's here.
In New Orleans.

Some kind of Training

I've been told I need to start practicing how to delegate work.
Ok, so I like to do my own stuff. That's no secret.
It's not that I don't -trust- stuff to be done if i don't do it....
it's just that... i'm just trying to cut out the middleman when I can.

I'm supposed to delegate to the Romancer.
Apparently, I'm supposed to dish out busy work.

I have a few things on my plate.
One, I don't want anyone else to touch.
Another, I'm helping my dear friends with, so, no touchy for that one either.
Of the two I -could- give, one is on hold.
The other? That's the one initially picked to delegate.

So no problem! I delegated.
Except for the fact that I did everything else for it... there's nothing left to do!

So today, before leaving, I was told I wasn't delegating.
When I had explained, I was to delegate s'more.
Ugh. If all else fails, I'll make him clean out the labs if I have to...

Hmm...that doesn't sound like too bad of an idea...
but i doubt it'll fly. crap.

No thai cottage for anybody!

eBay

Hi, my name is Bum
and I'm an ebay-a-holic.

2.08.2005

ok, that was just fuckin weird

so i just hit publish... i do NOT remember typing the title to the last post as
"The Demon Goes To Sleep".

way fuckin freaky. hell, i don't remember typing any title.
must be really sleepy.

weird.

The Demon Goes to Sleep

So yeah, i'm startin' to get sleepy, so i think i'm callin' it a night after this one.
Work was pretty good today. I felt that something got accomplished or got done. Then again, I'd stayed til 8 o'clock just cuz i wanted to finish up some things.

It'd been a couple of weeks that we didn't have pagers, but ah well... we finally picked up ours today. They have the usual vibrate one, and annoying beep, but now they have other mini-songs available. We're talkin Hey Jude and Raindrops Keep Fallin' In My Head. Eh, I can't even remember what mine is set to now.
I guess i'd gotten so used to having a pager that I started missing it. but not too much.

Not much else to really blah about tonight.

Tomorrow,
Totally Country Hits 4 CD is out... has a few good songs on there.
Fired Up 2 CD is also out...has some good remix edits in there
Nothing as far as games is good out tomorrow.

As for DVDs,
Pepe's chic flick "The Notebook" is out. I'm sure he'll be giddy like a schoolkid getting that one.
Malcolm X re: release is out tomorrow
So is Shark Tale
Miami Vice season 1 is out...
Raging Bull is out...

Ok. Sleep time.

New Orleans - This Just In

Posted by Hello

Early Sunday morning... some of us are partially awake enough early in the morning to hear a garbage truck drive beside the 'loft' outside. We hear the truck stop with the air brakes...then we hear it beep as it backs up... and all I remember is that we heard the truck stop...and we hear someone cuss our reall loud, FUCK. and then we hear a few other things, but that word eas the one that stuck out the most.

Anyways, it was funny enough that we talked about it several times. So yeah, like... when we were strolling on along late Monday morning, I had seen this newspaper bin, and remembered the garbage truck. You had to have been there.

Houston, we have fries

Posted by Hello

It never really ceases to amuse me that the nearby McDonalds at work has a sculpture of an astronaut in an EVA suit...holding french fries. Supersized, by the looks of it. Although, looking at how dark those fries are...
we have a problem :)

Homeward Bound

Posted by Hello

On a given day, I might take this route going home from work, and this is what I would see. depending on the time of course, I'd see the sun set...much like this. Silouhettes of palm trees that line the median are to my left... McDonalds' golden arches to the right, and the sun saying it's been a day...time to call it one.

When I see this, i know i'm homeward bound...even if it means taking a side trip to the mall.

End of Days 2004

Posted by Hello

I was going through some pictures, and I had taken pictures of the sun setting on 12/31... the last sunset of 2004. It's scary that we're already past one month into 2005. Pretty soon, we;ll be at May before we know it. For us, we'll hopefully be flying again. For the college and other school folks... vacation time.

Anyways...the last sunset of 2004.

2.07.2005

One Week Til V-D

Ok, so technically, it's now less than a week... only cuz i stay up late for some reason prolly only God knows... but I digress... 1 week til valentine's day. 1 week til candy goes on sale.

i have no idea what i'll do.
here's a poll. so leave comments, anonymous or not. i KNOW i have more than one person who reads here every now and then. :)

Should I celebrate Valentine's Day this year, or should I say fuck it? again.
Holler at me.

Heh. who knows. maybe all depends on Kerry's schedule.


2.06.2005

An Awesome Compliment on Bourbon Street

Ok, so one night, KC, Colin, Cousin Mike, Kerry, Erica, and I went walking down Bourbon Street, and went to visit Pat O's.

Mike stayed outside with Kerry and Erica,....and Colin went on in ahead of me and KC. Actually, KC was right behind Colin...and I behind her, until I heard some music playing, and decided to just start dancing.

And danced.

And danced.

and then KC went back out and got me.

And at the time, this big black guy...basically one of the bouncer types said, "Boy got soul, check that shit out"

heh. that was awesome.

2.05.2005

"The Stress of It All Got Him..."

I was the first to arrive at WillyShoo's, so i helped clean up a lil around the house while waiting for the others to arrive. Soon, everyone started to show up one by one or so. Eventually, four of us played Desert Storm II on XBOX. I had the cool job of manning the tank gun turret, and didn't do too badly at it, considering i never played the game before.

Anyway, later during the night/game, power shut off for some parts of the house, and we had no idea wtf happened... except that one of our guys figured there was a conspiracy....that someone NOT playing had flipped a switch at the circuit breaker box. Really pissed off about it, it seemed. Well, after he left, we ended up playing some Frank Sinatra, then some hiphop, and finally... George Strait.

The funniest thing? WillyShoo was hilarious and blamed a dog for flipping the switch and turning the power off. Just one of those, ya had to have been there.


Carolyn

Friday.
It's after 5, and there's still a good few of us at work.
Granted, I told the timesheet I'd only stay for 6.5 hrs that day, I ended up staying past 8 hrs. It's all good, I reckon.

happy hour.
it's 5 pm somewhere.
only here, it's already about 5:40pm.
i made my way to Molly's and saw a few friends from work over there.
I'd gotten some of them drinks, and had a few myself. The usual suspects were there,
including Big Ern, Pink Tiger, and Pepe.

There was a cute girl sitting at the end of the bar.
Yeah, in my demented mind, she resembled Jennifer Garner.
Really cute and all. But she was sitting alone.
Now before ya say what you think of this statement...gimme a bit.
A girl like her should never sit alone. But I wouldn't know the first thing to say.

Anyways, after some rather evil conditions from Pepe and Big Ern, and from the ... slight insistence of Pink Tiger, I mosied on over to the cute girl. Sure, I'd been sitting across earlier watching the game, the lamest thing I could ask was "is this seat taken?" I really need practice at this shit. But the fact that I even mosied on over and got a word out surprises me. Somehow, it's always easy to say hi to strangers, until you think, "how YOU doin'?"

After a few minutes, she noticed which school i'd gone to, and so we struck up a conversation. She had gone to the same school, but graduated a year earlier, and was now a grad student going for an MBA. We talked for a bit, her basically giving advice on grad school and what not, found out she had a boyfriend, and that her name was Carolyn. All in all, it was a really neat experience. Prolly seems weird saying that, but it was, looking at it innocently.

So, she figured the company she was waiting for arrived, so she bade goodnight, and I headed back to Pink Tiger, Pepe, and Big Ern. Pepe showed some approval, and we just hung out there a lil bit more until we all decided to head out and make our way to our friend Willy-shoo's.

The neat and cool thing about Willy-Shoo is that we're both from the same county, although we went to different high schools... and that we're practically neighbors. Anyway, he's a really cool person.

2.03.2005

FYI

I'm in love.

Breaking the Monotony of Neglect

so yeah... like I'd been neglecting dear blog.
so i'm posting.

i'm finally over whatever I caught in New Orleans. Heh. That almost sounds bad. But aside from drinkin' a certain amount, we actually behaved.

But half the group is sniffling or coughin at work.

We started with the new company this week.
It's hard trying NOT to answer the phone and say one company versus the other. Otherwise... we're slowly settling in.

Visited some of my friends in their new office areas. nice posh cubicle areas. they even have closets so they can hang their jackets and umbrellas. hell, i can't even find a hat rack for my hats at work. Heh.

Went to get chinese takeout the other night. I don't really go there all that often, but I guess I either do, or i just have a unique name cuz one of the ladies there remembered me and all, spelling included.

Anyway, that's about it for this post.

Tales of the Romancer - Countdown

No... no pictures this time.
just giving an update that our dear favorite EPO will be leaving the group in a few weeks.

he's been worked up lately, and even after more than 6 months... we still have no idea what he does.

well, he'll be leaving the group.

We'll somehow miss the "eyyyyyyyyyyyyy,...." as he enters the room.
We'll somehow miss the Dido ringtone on his cellphone...that we hear three doors down.
We'll somehow miss beerling....even though we haven't gone since...October.
We'll somehow miss the references to Thai Cottage.
We'll somehow miss the non-present plural form.

somehow. :)

Observation

One thing I noticed is this....
damned book on personalities was right.

I can be damned quick to get pissed off, and damned quick to forget about it.

Most of the time.

Like right now.

I still hate this P.O.S.
but it's all good.

E.P.O. - Fuckin' Piece of shit Computer

So I -WAS_ going to fuckin have a funny new installment of for E.P.O.
And then this piece of shit decided to fucking crash on me.

It seems to NOT like Microsoft Paint. Maybe cuz it fuckin STARTS with the name Microsoft.
Piece of shit.

Anyways, when I decide to chill, and this fucker won't decide to conk out again, I'll do another set.

Til then, fuckin piece of shit machine. *KICK*