willpower

small steps.
that's all there is to it.

this week was pretty gosh darn exciting, not in the action movie sense, but more of just being anxious. actually, there'd been several times throughout the last few weeks. Even Pepe has asked for one. but as it is, i've been good for what seems to be a month now. willpower.

no mints. none at all. and i'm happier for it.