subdued.

not normally.
just every now and then.

quiet.
sometimes.
it's the talking in silence that i have with myself and whatever whomever is around me.

against my own will
i do stand by my own reflection
and accept and resign

and i'm content.

c'est bon.
c'est bon.

in my mind
c'est bon

i've got a concert in my head
Vienna's singing
i've got front row tickets
loungin in a comfy seat instead of some uncomfy chair
clear view of the stage
awesome acoustics

coke with cherries
never have to ask for refills
never have to wonder if they gave enough cherries
just right
just right
i'm content

i live in my own little world sometimes
but it's ok...
they know me here.