Reasons

So it's 1am, and i'm actually gonna sleep earlier than 1:30 tonight.
Damnit.

So yeah, I'm thinking right now.
Scary idea...me thinking.

Anyway...
it's always been said that waking up is the hardest thing to do.
it's pretty true, especially when you're having a really nice dream,
and what-not, and so you do wake up.

but
do you wake up because you know what you have to do for that day?
do you wake up because you have some unfinished business from the previous day?
do you wake up because you have nothing else better to do?

lots of reasons. I guess I wake up just to see what today's episode is.
will it be a sitcom of a day, full of EPO....
will it be a tragedy of a day, and ya just want to go to some happy place
will it be a feel-good movie where everything's ok in the end?
will the guy get the girl?
will the day have a happy ending?

i don't know. i guess my waking up is another way of me asking,
am i there yet?

right now, i wake up just to find a smile.
the kind where at the end of the day, even if it's not been balanced, but somehow,
when you add it all up, you still wind up being content.

a nice smile. a nice, pretty smile.
reason enough to wake up.