will

there are times i want to just say fuck it.
there are times i want to say fuck it and move on.

and yeah, i joke about fukitol now and then.
it's a mechanism.

but in the back of my mind, i smile.
sooner or later, the back will catch up with the front of my mind and then i can say that for now, Will is good. "Must suck to always be..." yeah.

but you get used to it, and you move on...
and sooner or later, smile.

that's the way it goes. :)
and you get used to it.